i'm just a big bubble of "i don't know". work, housing, this city, relationships.

the only way to find out what i want is to try new things or just make a decision and follow through.

i don't really have any friends anymore but i guess thats okay because i also dont have you. no more drama. no more bullshit. i can finally be at peace even if i have a harder time sleeping.

i guess all i really need now is to pick myself off my ass and apply to jobs.