September 20, 2011
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i am a college anomaly. i dont want a one night stand, a rebound, or a rushed relationship. i dont know if my business pushes guys away or if i am just not easy enough but i am so sick of this barrage of guys who i want to like but just cannot. i like the company and texting, but i'm sick of hearing how genuine, sweet, and pretty i am without feeling anything from it.
i am so numb to love. i am so awkward with flirting. i am used to being just the friend.
i really dont think there is anyone out there for me, yet with every passing glance i am looking for it